Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Thinking

Sometimes I lay in bed, knife in hand thinking...
Why am I here?
Why do I deserve this?
Why'd you treat me like that?
I don't want to see some bullshit excuse.

I'm writing this thinking...
Do I have a chance?
What can I do?
I don't want to hear it.

I close my eyes thinking...
Why are you worried about what others think?
Why does that matter?
If you really cared, it wouldn't.


I'm laying in bed, knife in hand, thinking...

6 comments:

  1. ... That. Was. Amazing.

    Slightly creepy and disturbing, but I still loved it. Very well written.

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  3. I love your writing style! The way you had two sides to each paragraph, a question and a very blunt, meaningful statement. It had a really neat rhythm and It really spoke to me :)

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  4. This is why you're a contender in the Writer's Brooklyn games. So brilliant. So d*mn blunt.

    Why are you here? Because I said you could be.
    Why do you deserve this? Because you're not worth it.
    Why'd I treat you like that? Because I wanted to.
    Do you have a chance? No.
    What can you do? Nothing.
    Why am I worried? Because it matters.
    Why does it matter? Because I said so.
    And that's all that matters.

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  5. I'm not sure I understood this one, your shaving your pubes with that knife, right?

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